Random thoughts

Getting old is strange. I am becoming a bit paranoid right now. If I have an ache, could it be bad? My chest hurts, is it my heart? My back hurts, kidneys? I feel my heart beat, am I dying? But why now???

I swear. I think definitely part of it is mom and dad being sick. And a big part if it is that I have never had body aches, only after I workout or do some physical work like moving a friend, etc.

I just get all paranoid about the aches and pains and wonder if and when I am next.

Added to that, I feel like I am in Puerto Rico. Mom and dad kept the old furniture from when they lived there. So I flash to an island feel when I am here, specially this morning, speaking Spanish, sun is out, shinny new day . . . typical PR breakfast of junk food - not really, jut some bread, melted cheese and some cod fish on it (although I did have cereal earlier) and coffee (decaf for us now). And then I turn on the TV and here it is, English.

I think I want to go back and visit the island.

I told you this was random.

Let's add to it - go here.